Now, Now. Here, Here.

"Life is so uncontrollable. It just continues and we ride the wave it creats. Sometimes I want to lead my own life. But why? It would be in my best interest to stay and go with this flow. I read stories of adventure and true love and, yes, I want it, everyone wants that- look at all the books written about these subjects! I want to find it, but I don’t think it really truly exists or ever happesn. It’s just dreams people have and wish for to make life more worthwhile in this dangerous would we live in. Something to keep their hearts from shattering. I don’t think it really happens, though, I have never seen it. I don’t think I will find it either. I will live my days alone because I will not settle for anything less than true feelings."